
A quick entry to wish you all a great new year's eve. We won't be doing much, just eat some good food, wake up the kids so they can see the ball drop and light up the 2004 sign. It's a tradition, even if we are watching something else at 5 to midnight I HAVE to start watching the show from Time Square. We kiss and hug everyone (something that will feel very odd this particular year), then snack and go to bed! Oh wild people, we are SO wild! 
Be safe, have fun and share your knitting progress in the new year. ;)
hugs,



So what's everyone doing for New Year's Eve?
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So maybe from now on I'll work on little charity projects and treat myself to nice sweaters or similar projects. After all *I* deserve it. Why do I keep on thinking yarn is too expensive, if I knit for myself a project I like then it's not too expensive, right? ;)
Hugs, hoping you are all having safe and truely memorable holiday. :)

Knitting wise I am bored, been working on a baby ribbed hat and it's just so not inspiring me. I'm like in a knitting slump, I want to knit so much but just don't know what. Started to realize that knitting for myself isn't what makes me want to knit. Each time I finish a project for me, I take forever to weave in the ends, felt it or eventually make use of it. What's wrong with this? Most people are so happy to complete a project and show it off. Me, I just take it off the needles and store it somewhere. Still haven't worn the Coronet hat yet, well it still needs to be blocked but I don't feel like blocking it. LOL! I did LOVE to knit with Lamb's Pride though, so that was nice the find that out. I'm starting to know which yarns I like and which I don't it takes time and money to figure that out and of course I always want to know NOW and there's not many yarn choices available to me locally. SIGH! I really miss Romni Wools in Toronto, they are having a great big yarn sale on the 27th, wished I was in town to be brave the crowds. ;)
Maybe I should order that felted helmet hat pattern from Fiber Trends for Lucas, then again the boy has like 3 hats always, does he really need more? ;) Zoe would happily steal the Coronet hat from me but I'm hoping to find pink wool to knit one for her in a smaller size. At least I'm lucky the kids love knitted items, each time I knit they ask if it's for them. I should make them a sweater, I bet they would love it! :) I hate the fact that I can't just go to a friendly yarn store and browse through it all, find the exact yarn I'm looking for and start a new project. They never do have the yarns I want, the ones I see on everyone else's blogs, the ones I see recommended for so many patterns. Ugh! Ok, maybe I'm just down after all. LOL!
Enough ramblings for today, might go out and just watch the people go crazy over sales today. LOL! Not needed anything will make it so less stressful too. ;) Could always use some grommets for the yet-to-be-felted booga bag. Sheesh! Why do I knit if I never complete projects, I don't get it. Maybe it's tine to learn that knitting machine, just a change of 'hobby' might be good for a while. I could get back to sewing also, never make use of my serger after buying it and learning to knit a month later. Sewing a needle holder would be practical since I never seem to find all my dpn's in the same place. ;)
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Party goes on.


Anyway last day of shopping day to get everything done, surprisingly enough almost no crowds in the stores I went too. The supermarket was the most packed and I went there at the very end of the day, still I only had to wait for a person in front of me. No loooong lines like I thought. Went to pick up my "famous" cinnamon rolls for Christmas and New Year's day aka a package from Pillsbury. LOL! ;) Today I went to my favorite 2nd hand store: Value Village and found the most amazingly perfect gifts for the kids. The won't even care if they aren't new as they are new to them. On top of that, *I* found a pair of jeans and a knitted red hooded sweater, soooooooo nice. :)
Started a new charity hat, minty green and it'll be a ribbed hat. This morning I felt more down than I felt in a very long time
, tonight is the total opposite.
So many things are happening at the same time right now, hopefully for the best, I don't know but My hopes are back up instead of deep down like this morning. I won't tell more just to not jinx it. The hat is coming along well though, might finish it before Christmas gets here! ;)

By the way here's a neat website for kids, follow Santa around the world: Norad tracks Santa!




Wishing you all safe holidays. :)

I've been looking through the older issues of Knitty and it's nice to see that there are many projects I would like to do. How many have done the fuzzy feet and Suki bag? Isn't it amazing that these patterns were free also. That their designers got to see many bloggers knit up the design they created, also both projects were my 1st experiences in felting. I love it, haven't felted much since but I just like the fact that felting hides all the little quirks that might happen while you knit. LOL! I'm sure other patterns from Knitty were popular but those are the two that I made and remember how excited we were knitting them :)
Anyway, it's snowing out and the kids are eager to go play with their shovels.
hugs,
p/s: I also finished another hat but this one's a surprise so can't show it off just yet.

Another mom sitting besides us received coloring books for her 3 kids that don't take skating lessons and suggested we ask if Lucas could get one. So we had Zoe go ask! What are kids for? teehee! So her teacher gets a book, looks through it and puts it back, she talks to one of the skating club directors, then hops on the ice and goes to talk to another director. Uh oh! I sure feel like a dork having asked for a coloring book, guess I am just a greedy person... Zoe's teacher comes back and has us bring Lucas down to her. WHY?

Anyway, we rented the kids a Christmas movie as an extra special, you don't meet a skating Santa everyday! ;) Our local movie rental place has a special contest, today they will pick 3 winners to give them dvd players, maybe it'll be my lucky day. ;) I really love our skating club, they really make sure kids have fun in the lessons, Zoe's trainer is truely what makes her wants to come back and learn more about skating each and every lesson. Funny thing also, Zoe is really good at skating too, it's just one of those things that you never knew. This fall she asked for ballet classes and to play hockey, I suggested having her 'dance' on skates, she thought that was neat and that's how this whole skating story started for us. Oh and soon enough she'll be at the Olympics, yeeeeeeeeeessssssssss she will! LOL! ;)
Wishing you all a great last weekend before Christmas.

A last happy note, today is Zoe's christmas party at the skating lessons, apparently Santa can skate!
That should be fun for the kids, we're giving her teacher a certificate to go the the movies and it comes with snacks for her to enjoy. Hope she likes it, didn't make her a felted bag after all.
Wish I had the energy to write more but right now I feel dead inside. :( By the way, I've been reading everyone's blog on my blogroll but just can't find the motivation to comment on them. Just don't think I am not reading 'cause I am!!!
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I have never been one to be deep in religion though when life turns into getting uglier by the day, I like to think higher powers will try to help. Right now it is really hard to see that our lives will be brighter. So anyway, a friend suggested I read the daily bread and yesterday's entry was *(God) comforts us in all our tribulations, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble. —2 Corinthians 1:4* You have no idea how much it touched home to me.
2 days ago i wanted to share the news that we might get married in the new year. today i think we are on the verge of breaking up, possibly before the happiest day of the year (Christmas). Either that or I will need to be admitted for a big depression. I have so much bottled up inside that I feel like I am a volcano, I just hope no one is around me when I erupt because it could get very hurtful to the ones I love the most. I hurt so much inside it's almost unbereable. I am lost, I don't know what to do anymore concerning the men whom I loved for the past 6 years. So I started looking into religion because right now, I need something to make me believe that we.... wait, *I* can be happy about life again. Don't worry, I won't turn this blog into a religious one. ;)
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If you feel like it, I wouldn't mind if a few would have good thoughts for our family. This is a really hard time for us and right now, I do not see the sun at the end of this ordeal.

Since I am truely enjoying knitting for others more than myself, these hats are perfect. I think I will keep on making charity knitting a main focus on my next knitting projects. I wouldn't knit socks for charities as I find those too long to make but hats are quick easy and fun to make. If anyone feels like unloading some yarn (whatever kind, I can find someone who would appreciate it, either local hospitals for acrylics or afghans for afghans for wools), I would gladly knit items for charity but don't have that much yarn to give away.

It's always fun to go shopping with her, we talk a whole lot about knitting (I slip in my latest knitting questions in the conversation each time). LOL! We check out knitted items and I learn how things are made, why some items look ugly or why they never look good on people other than the plastic mannequin wearing it. Too much of you suprise (I'm so sure), I will be looking at hats. ;) Though I am in love with the kits offered at the Bea Ellis Knitwear website and the fact that it would be a great opportunity to learn fair isle. If I see something that I like tomorrow, I might jump on it or not. If I were to order a hat kit from Bea Ellis, which one do you prefer? This year I really have a 'thing' for snowflakes, I would either go with blue and white or red and white colors.

hugs,

Went to Walmart on sunday and wasn't I ever surprised to see a knitting machine in the crafting section. I forget it's name, it wasn't the ultimate knitting machine but was manufactured by Bond America. Maybe we'll hear more about machine knitting, since I have one but just haven't took the time to learn, it would be nice.

Since I can't seem to knit anything I like recently, I went shopping to find myself a mathing set of hat, scarf mittens, I want them to be knitted of course but then feel foolish for paying the prices they ask when I should be capable of doing the same items on my own. Might go shopping today again anyways 'cause I just love to torture myself! LOL!
Happy news!!! My friend Theresa from Little Turtle Knits has had baby Gregory Christian saturday evening december 13. He was, 4lbs, 15 oz, 18 inches long, baby was born at 32 weeks and 4 days. Theresa says she is doing well, and the baby is a fighter. Sending my love to the whole family. 
hugs,

Watched last night's Survival final, I have missed like half of the shows this season so wasn't really into it. I am SO happy Jon didn't win though! LOL! The dead grandma stunt just was too much, sure it was strategy but that went a tad far. It was cute when we did see his living and young (oh my goodness!) grandma in the audience. I thought it was very thoughtful that the show producers had called her when they had learned the news while taping. Can you just imagined how stunned they were. Anyway, I'm bummed they didn't tell us where the next season would be though, it'll be an all-star season which might be interesting. Seeing again some of those players we loved to hate, seeing if they can outwit, outplay and outlast everyone else a second time around.
The saddest part of it all? I STILL haven't finished my hat! LOL! I expected it would happen while watching the show but these teeny tiny needles are killing, it's taking SO long. No wonder my favorite sizes are 4,5-5mm/7-8US needles. THEN I can start to work on the mittens, hopefully they won't use the smaller needles or I'm not doing them. I hope I'll lilke the hat in the end! LOL! I keeps on happening to me, to not like a project by the time I finish it, what's up with that?
Better go start coffee, get the shovels out, take a half-hour to bundle up the kids, freeze our arses outside and them finally come back inside for hot chocolate! ;) Then, run to Value Village because it's the 50% off sale today and I am NOT missing that, need more than 2 pairs of jeans to actually fit me.
p/s: Wishing the Toronto party knitters a blast tonight! Wish I could come also, my mom even joked that I should just hop on the train and enjoy the evening in TO but I thinks that's a tad far out for even me. ;) I am so happy that Village Yarns is throwing a party to celebrate Knitty, what a great yarn store! Hope we'll hear all about it tomorrow. :)
hugs,
Bad day, the kids are so hyper and I am so tired from this cold.
Still going at it on my Furlana hat but it's knitting slowly on 3,25mm/3US needles, it is taking so long for anything to happen. Hopefully I will start the decrease of my hat tonight. That's being very optimistic I still need to do quite some stockinette first.
For those who are interested, Live Journal is now free for all to use, no need to get an invite code. I started a blog there but it has nothing to do with knitting, it's my escape blog. I write things there that I feel don't go with a knitting blog. So maybe for once I'll stick to writing more about my works in progress instead of anything else. ;)


atchoo!


Of course once again, I have set myself back on my hats for charity goal but again I still convince myself tha tI still have time. If we do go away before the end of the month, I will have nothing to do a part from knitting. Small acrylic left over balls travel so well in a suitcase, they take no space at all. ;) I'm thinking on Christmas day I should just give out my hats to people I meet on the street (well those with babies) but they might wonder, who's that crazy tourist giving hats away? LOL! I can just see myself, yes Mister the Officer, I*I* knitted the hat and thought it would be fun to give them away on Christmas day to people walking around. No, I am not from the area, no I do not give hats on the street in Montreal, noooooooooooooo I didn't come to the West coast to give away hats, we have other reasons. 
Oh and this has been on my mind, do many people delete some comments on their blogs? I know that you can do whatever you please on your blog but this isn't the 1st time that I notice my own comments were deleted. Ok, so maybe my insights are lame. LOL! I am the basic, 'Wow! looks great, I want to knit that next' kind of commenter. I just like to leave a little phrase to let people know I came by and read their blog. I don't write mean things, I just don't have it in me to be mean. ;) If I could get away with it, I would just write "Have a nice day" to everyone but I think that would be lame. LOL! Anyway, I know maybe sometimes I click on preview instead of send but then there are times I see my name in the comments and later on it's gone. I would just like it if people told me why they deleted what I wrote. Just irritated, not mad but at least I would like to know which blogs I should avoid leaving my mark at. I simply try to be friendly and think I might get on the nerve of people if I leave comments everyday on the same few blogs! LOL! I don't people thinking I am stalking them. 


Since I am knitting all these stockinette hats, what better time to brush up on doing it the continental knitting way. I am not knitting very fast but maybe it'll help my hands get used to this knitting style. I am a tad stubborn and keep coming back to continental, if it can help my wrists, I will try anything. Now this new hat fits Zoe. ACK! How many babies have a head the size of a 4yo? No need to worry, this pink and purple hat shall end up being her's but that's still 10 hats away from my goal for charity. Though with the holidays I won't have much more to do other than knit so I could catch up on my knitting by then! LOL!
The knit stitch in continental is pretty easy, it's the purling that I always seem to have trouble with, it's just not as smooth. My purling is pretty awful and loose. Guess I should make a few SMALL projects in reverse stockinette, by the end I should get the purls down! LOL!
Just got the KnitPicks latest newsletter last night, lots of yarn on sale. I noticed the Classic Elite Lush yarn is 25% off, you might want to look into it if you are going to knit the Nakiska headband pattern from the latest Knitty issue (the real red color would look SO nice in my head).
Then for those who like to knit socks there a fun yarn with nice stripes at 10% off, what I liked about it was the fact that it came in 100grams ball. So only one ball needed to complete a pair of socks. :) The Aquamarine and Brick colorways are pretty tempting. Also lucky Americans get free shipping when they hit the 30$ purchase mark. I might sound like I work for them but don't, why isn't there any free shipping available from Canadian yarn shops? No fair! 
Back to the baby hats, this time must follow pattern! 10 to go, I can do it!!! 
I can't believe it's Kate's birthday today and she didn't say anything about it! Luckily Kathy has spilled the beans! Hope you have a great day and get to knit tons! LOL! 





Hey the new issue of
is out. Once again, there are many lovely designs. I took my time to read the whole issue before posting today, it was pure pleasure to have a cup of coffee and read it all. First thing, I LOVE the advertizing spots. It made me discover new shops that are really interesting. Amy's feature on flying with your knitting couldn't have come at a better time. Check out the headband she designed, isn't it just the cutest!? I will have to knit a few for Zoe!!!! I love working cables so this is just the best. :)
Chris has also designed a great hat/mittens combo and since I LOVE felting items this is also a very tempting project! :) I am so proud to see Chris design, never doubted she wouldn't be successful with it. She is already changing regular patterns to suit her needs, very inspiring. Why is it that everyone else is designing but not me!? HA! I tell ya, some things are going to change with the new year just around the corner. ~Jo~ is going to rebel and DESIGN something! LOL!
Kate designed a neat coat, Anticipation! I LOVE that coat so much, my mom saw the design and said "WOW! That's just like you!" As in, it would look perfect on me! LOL! So yeah.... big wool is a tad out of budget but that coat truely is beautiful!!! :) Oh AND I'm not just saying that because I recently met Kate!
Montreal was hit with it's first snowfall this weekend, it's beautiful out, it's starting to look a lot like Christmas! ;)
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Went catalog shopping this morning, all the knitting/crafting catalogs we get stay in the livingroom and we all like to 'shop' in them from time to time. This morning Carl was looking through the Mary Maxim catalog. LOL! He liked the woodwokring patterns they sell and I noticed the skating related sweater kits they sell. Since I notice that I get a quite few hits of people looking for skating sweaters, I thought I'd share the sweaters I liked. :)


On another subject, as I said yesterday, we might go visit the west side of Canada before the end of the month. Now I have 2 options that have been discussed in this house as to who might go on the trip. Either A- the whole family goes or B- only dh and I go. This is now making me so nervous as just thinking of leaving the kids for about 2 weeks sounds horrible. I have never slept away from the kids a single night before leaving for 3 days to Toronto, of course when we came back we were so eager to see the kids. At the same time, it was nice to realise that *I* am a person other than just a mom. I felt like an adult that could walk as long as she wanted without any whining. Could order some appetizers before my meal in a restaurant without no one screaming while I eat s-l-o-w-l-y my whole meal. Please tell me I'm not the onle one who has kids like that!? LOL! Just considering the option of leaving with only dh makes me feel SO bad, it is almost unbearable. At the same time I worry about going to new places around the holidays with both kids. What if I loose one (hey it happens to others, it's bound to happen to us someday), they don't even talk enough english to ask for help. Some days I might have to spend many hours with the kids while dh works. Hotel rooms aren't too fun for kids but again, it might depend which hotel we go too, I've seen some even provide playstations! LOL! ;) There's the fact that we might not be home for Christmas that makes me want to bring the kids along, ok also the fact that I LOVE them greatly (do NOT get me wrong). This is after all a business trip, not a family vacation, so I have to think of things I can do with kids in a new city with no help around me. Anyway I still have some time to think about all of this, I do know that in the end, my mom will most likely spend Christmas alone which saddens me immensely. She has been invited to come along but has declined, her choice I accept it too. So what's worst? My mom spending the holidays alone or me missing the joy on my kids faces on Christmas!? For what it's worth if this had happen beofre we went to Toronto, bringing the kids would have been a sure thing but the time away we had in Toronto made me appreciate the time I had being my own person. It was nice to re-discover who Jo is/was without kids around, I also got to see why I fell in love with Carl and that was the best part of our whole trip. My relationship with him has had it's up and down in the last 6 years, it was VERY nice to reconnect while on vacation and see that if the kids weren't there we would most likely still be together.
Now maybe tomorrow I'll throw in a knitting pic in my entry! 
Wishing you all a great weekend! :)
Un-knitting Kureyon is a pain but worth it when knitting with a friend all afternoon. My Denise needles came undone for the very first and second time, while I was in the subway. Then I mixed up the rows of my stitch sequence and knitted for a while before seeing my error. Spent all evening un-doing what I did today. It's ok though, it was a fun day so I don't regret my error, mistakes happen when you are having too much fun knitting with a friend. :)

For anyone who was worried about my sock cast on that I had ruined, worry no more Veronik showed me that it was hiding under my provisional cast on all along! LOL! Oops, there goes that dork feeling I get from time to time. ;) Hey, I did end my afternoon with an autograph in my Weekend Knitting book, Miss Veronik Avery herself signed it. Teehee, I got her 1st autograph ever, so you know that makes me her biggest fan right? That and she can serve some mighty good coffee in cool mugs! ![]()
On another subject, dh might need to go on another trip for his job. Just a few weeks ago we went to Toronto, which was a BLAST! This time the biz would have us go too Edmonton and Vancouver, all expenses paid and some extra money to bring the kids along too. So 1st thing I did when I heard that was jump online a check what was happening in those cities. Well Edmonton has the world's largest mall, must go there!!! LOL! The mall includes entertainment such as: an amusement park, a waterpark, ice rink, dolphins, miniature golf course, etc. Of course doing all the activities cost an arm and a leg but if we are to spend Christmas away from home, better find a way to have fun. Though the have hotel rooms that would get anyone pretty excited in staying in at the Fantasyland hotel. You HAVE to click and check out the theme and luxury theme rooms they have! I can only imagine having to stay in the truck room! LOL! ;)
Well if anyone lives or knows about Vancouver and Edmonton, I'd love some good addresses of those areas. I will be making up a list to check out once we go there. Any Red Lobsters in those cities? LOL! 
Well last night was an interesting TV night. I watched both premiere shows of Newlyweds: Nick & Jessica and the Simple Life. I know the Newlyweds show isn't really new but it is on the channel they were showing it at last night. ;) Also if you missed the Simple Life, you can catch the 2nd part of the premiere on Fox at 8:30pm tonight or check your local listings. I thought Newlyweds was cute because it showed how two people living for the 1st time together can be like, they moved in together after getting married. Makes for some good entertaining the audience. The Simple Life, well now that was pretty funny, take 2 girls that have always been in the spotlights and transport them to farm life for a month. The 2 girls had more trouble leaving their cell phones behind I think. Again, I was laughing a lot through the show, so it did it's job of entertaining.
Then it got me thinking, what if tomorrow I left my life to do something completly different, what if I had to do brain surgery? Ok, not very similar to the shows I watched but how would I feel if my life changed upside down, even just for one month. So I tried to see myself living the Hollywood life for 30 days, first thought, where;s the yarn store but after? I just couldn't go into boutiques with names like Dior, Chanel and whatever. I could never buy clothes that are more than week's worth salary. I would feel ackward and probably couldn't wait to get back into my little quiet life. LOL!
Anyway, if you didn't watch TV last night, then I bet all of this is pretty boring. My brioche hat is coming along very well, though I have no clue if I am doing it right. Actually I have a sense that it's not as the pattern wants you to do it BUT I like it, Carl likes it and so does my mom! LOL! Basically, I might have done an oopsie with the pattern but the end result will be neat. The Kureyon is starting to show through nicely too.
Oh and I am curious, anyone knit up the booga bag using other yarns than Kureyon? I'm thinking frugal gifts might be nice but Kureyon is a tad expensive for someone I barely know. Hey, I am f-r-u-g-al! ;) Tonight is Zoe's skating lesson, can't wait to see what she is learning next. Wednesday and friday nights are always fun nights as we go and encourage Zoe at the rink, I get to knit for a while but mostly just wave back to my girl when she says: "hi mom!" from the ice. 
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I sure was bummed out when I learned that I didn't know my yarn like I thought. Sure I could try to change a few numbers to make the pattern work for me but I'm just not into knitting math. It just doesn't interest me at all. So now I have a felted mittens pattern where Kureyon yarn won't do any good either. I have bought the yarn and pattern for that specific reason. It's a tad sad but hey, when I was in Toronto and running around Romni Wools, I thought I was the luckiest knitter in the world! ;)
So after my earwarmer hat not working for me (I will however make another one using good old wool worsted to make another one!). LOL! I wanted to start another hat, like NOW! So I check online and see that a few knitters have joined in a Bucket hat knitalong. Great idea, I thought to myself, I had gone bucket hat crazy when I had my miscarriage, had knitted 4 hats in a row. Maybe it was time to knit a felted hat, to make things easier I simply went on the pattern designer's website to see how much yarn was needed to make a hat. I had printed the pattern previously but just didn't felt like looking for it. LOL! Well the website says how the pattern now has 9 sizes to fit just about anyone under the sun. That's weird the pattern I bought had only 3 sizes, most likely why it never fitted me well, as the size Large of my copy would fit 21" and my own head is 22". I emailed her to see if I could get an update of the previous providing the most info's I could about the transaction I had when I first bought said pattern. It was on august 10th, I remember well as I bought it the day before we left for a week on vacation, hey! silly me even blogged about it. Well less than an hour later I got the news that I should have bought the pattern 50 days later, then I could get the new updated version.
So I end up with an older version of a pattern that will never fit my head. It's sad as I thought a felted bucket hat would look neat but it just won't happen. This might sound bitchy but it is not, I am disappointed as if I had bought the pattern after Sept. 30, I could get this new version with nine sizes instead of the 3-size copy I have. I do understand that you can't get updates for life after buying a pattern but since this new version has 6 more sizes included I don't believe I should have to buy this same pattern again.


Oh and the latest drama happening today is: I found a single white hair sticking out on my head! Oh dear, I'm getting older. 

Enjoy your day,
hugs! :)