
I am surviving but I do wish I could ask someone if I am doing it correctly, I picked up stitch at each corner for the heel but I didn't need to when I started the toes. It looks a whole lot nicer than any short row heel I made in the past and I find it rather easy to knit too. No wraps for me!
I am really thankful to Alison for taking the time to explain her way of knitting the PGR heel, I finally feel that I am comfortable with knitting short rows, at least on socks. Another new thing is that I am knitting one sock at a time, wow! Speed does count for something, I knitted this first sock in 3 days. I will cast on the 2nd today or else I know I never will. I tell ya, I learn something new each time I knit a new sock! :)
I make most of my transit each day by knitting, also on breaks at school I usually knit a row or more. It grounds me, I can relax so much in such little time by just knitting a few stitchs. No one talks to me and the silence is just perfect, I get in my zone and just aaaaaah, relax! :) When I bring something new to knit at school, people are curious to know what it is, it's fun. So this past week I knitted on Zoe's sweater, the fanny shawl and the new sock.
Back to the books, my teacher oh-so politely noted on my research than I still need to add 50% more info to it and have it done by monday. I almost screamed! Instead, I smiled and knitted the whole break, once calm I decided to let it go. Our exam with her is on tuesday, then her class will be over. I will do my best to survive it but I will not go crazy either, I will give what I can and hope to pass!
Yesterday morning, I left the house to go to school with only one thing in mind. By the end of the day I was going to drop out! Right now I am at the end of my rope, I can't seem to find a balance to find time to study and be with the kids. On sunday I spent the whole afternoon locked up in my room to work on my research. It was awful, I felt bad for not spendng time with the kids and I didn't do half of the work I thought I would.
Although I like my program, I just don't find the time to study, after talking more than 90 minutes with my program supervisor, we came to a conclusion that I may have to accept my lack of time. It is ok to not study as much as the others but my results will show it, the main goal is to pass the course, does it have to be with perfect scores all around? Well knowing this fills me with guilt to no end. I want to do my best and now my best is not needed, it feels odd...
When my school started, I left my knitting group as I knew I wouldn't have time to go to meetings, also since I am easily distracted I knew I'd always want to know what they were up too. Sadly, I also got a lesson in friendships along the way, how easily they end and that saddens me. Once again, I just feel sick by all the pressures and would love to just run away to go knit somewhere. I am guilty with not having time for my kids, my homework, my knitting. I feel pulled in all directions and everyone tells me how hard it is to go back to school, especially when you have kids. NO KIDDING! I can't find time to just be myself. Argh!
Time to start some socks, I need comfort knitting! ;)

I will knit a similar sweater for Lucas in blue at a later time too, he will look handsome.
Today is road trip day at school, we are visiting Nikon Optical Canada. It's really neat to get to see how lenses are made and to visit places where we could end up working at. This afternoon is an english class and already I know I've learned quite a bit. I try to pay more attention when writting in present perfect and simple past, not easy but fun. 
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As Zoe says, shool takes a lot of energy, especially listening to the teacher. LOL! It is SO true, I am finding myself wanting to go to bed as soon as we get home but instead we have supper, spend time with the kids, relax by knitting and watch tv, in the end I am dead beat and studying is the last thing on my mind.
Luckily my first results are showing that I'm doing good, I got 100% on an exam and all other grades are over 90%, Carl's are also over 90% so we are really proud of each other. I do need to find the time to study but after school the kids are truely my priority. It's hard as most of my classmates do not have kids so they study two hours a night or go out after classes, it's hard not to have that time but hey, I love my kids. ;) I noticed that I can't study home so that's a major problem too.
Friday, the kids and my mom surprised me at school. Lucas came right in the class and I jumped in surprise. What are you doing here? Carl had planned this whole surprise on our morning break and it was great. We went to eat at a park on our lunch break and then joined them once we finished school at a kiddie pool at my favorite park. We finished an hour earlier so the tables were turned and we surprised my mom, who did not expect to see us so early.

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We started a new class at school, an english class. If you read my blog and it somewhat makes sense, you'll guess that I am pretty good for a francophone to write in english. We had a one-on-one interview with the teacher so she could judge our level. I told her a bit about myself, my blog and knitting. She knits too!!! We ended up talking about Peace Fleece and then I wrote my essay on Elizabeth Zimmemann. LOL! I've been placed as a strong level for english, sadly our class should be divided in three groups but she will stick to two. I will be with the intermediate level, so will Carl. I am so proud of him, he has come a loooon way when it comes to english comprehension. He ever ordered the new Harry Potter in english, well that might have to do with the fact that the french translation will only come out in october too. LOL!
Off to school I go,

I have knitted a bit more on Zoe's sweater but it was a real pain to frog 4 rows of cables though. I didn't want to rip out row after row so I picked up stitches 4 rows below. LOL! Now I'm back on track and starting Zara ball number 3.

So do you think I'm liking school if I say I wish I had classes today? LOL! I can't believe it's the weekend already, I know that after friday the weekend comes along but our school week ended with so much fun that I wasn't ready to not go to school for two days. Friday afternoon we went and visited an optical lab and WOW! it was amazingly fun. The person in charge was a gem of a person, he was passionate about his job and made us all fall in love with it too. Our class had to be split so we could all fit in the lab, so we went in three groups. Carl and I had planned in being in the last group and let me tell ya that we are SO bright! Sure it meant starting our weekend later but what we gained was totally worth it. We even finished more than 30minutes later than if we were at school. See each group got about a 30minutes presentation and visit, we got more than an hour and we even had the chance to see some of the machines do actual work. I got to press buttons and get some lenses cut and all. It was really fun and I can't wait to work!!! :) It also game me a chance to better know a few classmates and one guy is just so funny, I know we will be remembering this day for a long time. Monday morning we are visiting another lab, what a great way to start the week. Friday morning we had a class on lens prescriptions and to visit the lab right after was neat, our 'tour guide' showed and explained things we had just learned in the morning, very motivating to see this in action.
I can't believe how much we have learned in just two small weeks! Let me tell you that the average person doesn't know half of what is good to know to make a good decision when buying new glasses. I hope I can share some knowledge as the weeks go by. :)

Wishing you all a wonderful weekend!
Yesterday we had a test at school and boy did lunch time seemed long. Both Carl and I ate in a small park and studied out loud by asking each other questions. I was very nervous once school started again in the afternoon. We got 15 minutes to study and then we got our exams with a special notice. Notes are ALLOWED!!! OH my goodness, the pressure I felt all day had just vanished in a second! LOL!

Started a new knitting project, it's Zara yarn, it's fun to knit and it's a sweater for Zoe. :)
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hugs, more on knitting once the newest Knitty is out! haha!


We had fun checking out the branch, measuring and having a small photoshoot. The city should come back soon as the rest of the tree threatens to fall on our house as the weight is now all on one side. It's weird though, this tree has been standing ever since our house has been built at least 50 years ago. For now let's hope we don't get a windy storm. ;)

This weekend, I need to study! ACK! Study!!! We have two tests next week and it is stressing me out, luckily one is about stress. LOL! So I will be practicing the ways to relax as said in my school book. Next friday we have a treat at school, it's a road trip and we will be off visitng a university optical laboratory. I am excited to get to visit a place I would never get a chance if it weren't for my program. :)
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