Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you're gonna get.
Once again, we got a curve ball on our life path, our whole life changed once again in a matter of seconds. I will be taking a few days away from blogging as I just can't think of anything to write at the moment. I feel sick to my stomach and it hurts so much, for what it's worth this is job related. I almost feel like I should return the cheap yarn I bought last night. Sheesh! We were doing so well too. Life is so unfair. /stomping foot!
hugs, even though I'm the one needing them right now... . At least Carl is coming home today, this is just so hard.
It is sad that I haven't found anything to start in the last 24 hours. I just don't know what to knit. ACK! I've seen some TLC Cotton Plus at the store and wouldn't mind trying that out but sadly no patterns are coming up in my quest to knit something, anything really. We leave monday and I need to have something to knit in a 5 hour ride. What shall I bring? What shall I knit? ARGH! It's driving me nuts.
On a brighter note, Lee Ann, another Montreal knitter has finally gone live with her blog!!! You can visit her at: Fuzzy Logic Knits. She is one funny lady and people say she bakes good cake too. ;)
hugs, only one more sleep until Carl comes home!
I frogged the Nakiska headband I had started a while ago and now I'm stumped on what to start next, it is always with great anxiety that I bind off a project. What should I start next? I really have no clue as I don't have much cotton in my stash. I'm not really a summer knitter so what should I start up now? UGH!
Even though Carl hasn't left home for long, it feels really odd not having him around, especially since we usually work together. Still need to find my grades to register for school. ACK!
hugs,
Last night, we went to get the kids skating show dvd, it was not a grand spectacular show but come on, we live with two of the stars from the show. LOL! So it was fun pointing them on the tv, sure they passed like a mili-second but still I clapped like crazy, after all they were on TV!!! Teehee! Yes I can get a tad over excited.
If I go on the road for three weeks, what yarn should I bring? This is very stressful as I do not expect having time to hit a yarn store other than Walmart for a while. LOL! I 'may' get to stop by the Fleece Artist's though in May but right now it is all up in the air. Last year I was lucky to talk to Lucy Neatby on the phone, I even met her very welcoming husband too, you could see pride in his eyes when he talked about his wife's business. So could it be that I could pick up some Opal yarn on the road? Now that would be verrrrry neat. :)
Last but not least, check out this very cute CARTOON!
Yesterday was a very fun day as I got to meet a few knitters at a local meeting we set up. We met at the train station, which I love as it always makes me dream. Carl and I often say we should just buy tickets when we are there and go off for a day or two. So back to the meeting, I had my mom and the kids tag along, how could they miss the chance of taking a subway ride. Just that was making the kids day, then we packed a bag with crayons, stickers and plenty of paper so all the kids got the draw too.
Have you been to KnitCast? I have listened to interviews as I type my entry today, I'm now at the third one since I got up this morning. LOL! It is alot of fun to knit to a knitting interview. teehee! I loved hearing the different accents and it's as if I knew more of the person now that I heard them talk. Actually made me like a few knitters more, so I am very eager to hear the new interviews once they will be up.
It's the first time that Carl is traveling without me for our work. It feels odd for me and even more for him. He ended up in a room alone and did not expect that, so I think he felt a bit lonely. Last night when he called we talked a good bit and it felt so odd to not be in that hotel room with him and being the one calling home. I hope this week goes by quickly for him and not too quickly for me, I am enjoying the rest and the being back to normal life for a few days. :) Luckily at lunch time today he called home and I think it made us both feel better. He just bought a new entertainment system so I'm expecting he won't feel loney tonight. ACK!
hugs,
hugs,
Ok it's starting to be too hot to wear my wool socks, anyone into cotton sock knitting? I can't believe I wouldn't wear any handknitting socks anymore until the cold weather comes back. I know Regia has cotton but are there great cotton sock yarns out there to try?
About work, it is still up in the air. It's very hard, my boss's reaction when he first learned it was my last week was shock, then on the last day (yesterday), he asked me if it were a definitive decision. I simply said, convince me I should go... I'm not holding my breath, though it's hard knowing that in less than 48 hours Carl will leave home for a month. Argh! :(
Off we go again, this time shall be the last time I leave the family behind and go on the road to work. This week is the last one I believe to be living in hotel rooms and eating out. I feel at peace about not going along with the rest of our team for the next two months. My place is at home and that's why I don't feel as bad about leaving the team anymore. This decision has been a very hard one and I'd like to thank everyone that has supported me through this. I still have a few emails to reply but once again they will have to wait until next weekend.
Yesterday, we did not go to the ice show after all. Instead we went out the whole family for supper. The kids loved it and it all gave us time to relax and just enjoy each other. The kids know this is the last time I leave home, they are very pleased about it. They know daddy will still leave for a few weeks but then should be coming home for good too. This has been a tougher tou than we expected but we now know that our place is home with the kids. Even Carl's been missing them more this year than last year. I've been teary eyed each time we leave the house. This is not worth it, I want to be there when Zoe graduates from kindergarden, I want to start the garden with the kids, I want to be home when garage sales start again. This is my place to be at! :)
Knitted quite a bit on the baby sweater, today we have 6 hours of travel to be in the city we are going too. I predict some sleeping, music listening and knitting.
hugs, have a great week.
Found a cute baby bootie pattern, might knit a pair once I am done with the baby surprise sweater for baby A. I'll make a shining star hat and then this baby will be well equiped in knitted gear.
Well before I even got to ask for good vibes for Carl, it was done. He had a tiny 'surgery' done this morning to his sinuses and he's already out of the office. He has to go back for a 2nd bigger surgery within a month and this time it'll cost him an arm at least. Luckily he can smell for the first time in more than a month. This is great news as he has 75% chances of loosing all sense of smell but since he can smell after this first intervention, maybe he'll smell after the second one too. :)
I haven't talked/emailed/left my boss the letter yet, I couldn't talk to him this week for many reasons. One of those is choosing the perfect timing which I know will never come. I keep dreaming about this and all and it's driving me nuts but I am really sereine though about my decision. It's just telling him about it that causes me incredible stress, I don't know why because after all this is *MY* decision. It's not like he will flip out though I think he does not expect it that's all. Yesterday I counted 500K dollars worth of stuff in a 7,5 million$ Walmart. I counted 1/15 of the whole store on my own, I was VERY proud of myself too. It's like I am proving to myself that I am worth it and it is very satisfying. :) Even though we never hear it when things go well, I know I am working hard and doing a good job! :)
Wishing everyone a beautiful weekend! :)
Hi ho, hi ho, to Quebec city we go! This week we are staying in a good hotel, well it's a hotel/motel but we called last night to make sure we'd be booked in the hotel part aka internet access. Yippee! :) Oh and free breakfast in the morning, it'll be nice. Last but night least, let's not forget the pub too. teehee!
Spun has sprung and it's new issue is out. I'm pretty without opinions about it, nothing appeals to me but in the newest Knitty, there's not much that caught my eye either. It's a summer knitting thing, it's just not for me, I prefer colder weather knitting projects.
Yesterday I met a new 1-week old baby boy for the 1st time, he was too cute, too perfect and I was proud that I got to reasure the mom about breastfeeding and the baby in general. I'm an experienced mom! LOL! It cracked me up but it might actually help me develop a new bound with Zoe's godmother. Anyway it inspired me to start yet another new blue project. I will knit him an EZ baby surprise sweater, this was sorta imposed when the father happily opened our baby gift announcing it must be something I knitted. OYE! So I'm knitting as quickly as I can to make up for that. LOL! ;)
Got my letter to give my boss tucked in my luggage, it's very stressful but I need to do it, it's making me sick inside to endure everything we go through at work.
hugs, have a great week!
I wish I had some knitting content to share but it's been crazy these days, we are more often at the ice rink than anywhere else. I have started to sleep when we travel instead of knitting and yet, I am more exhausted than usual. Just crazy I tell ya. Hope to find time to knit, most likely once I quite my job.... perhaps this week or the next. AAAARGH! So stressful!
hugs,
Running around like a chicken without it's head, I am SO stressed out, so much I woke up with a monster pimple (if I were 16yo I'd be balling right now!). LOL! Kids in skating competitions always do a number on me, they are excited and I'm a nervous wreck! ;)
hugs, I'll be drinking tea at the rink, best to stay away from coffee today. LOL!
I know I talk mostly about work these last few weeks but that's because I am working alot. LOL! Then in july it all stops and I knit and blog more than talk about work. That might change soon though, I have realised that I am looking more into what I am loosing rather what I am gaining by working, especially on the road.
Knitty's latest issue is up? What's your opinion about it? I don't wear tank tops so five of the patterns aren't for me to start with. As usual I ran to check out Elann's latest yarns since I was away and nothing is appealing to me, it's sad but I don't enjoy spring/summer knitting much as cotton yarns aren't doing it for me like wool does.
Also since I am not sure if I'll stop working within the next 2 weeks it's hard to justify myself into buying anything right now. The worst part of my job is not the actual work but the people I work with, we travel, eat, stay in hotel and finally work together, we spend all our non-sleeping time with people we work with and no break is making me really tense around some people. Last year I was so excited to visit the maritime provinces, this year I am trying to find excuses not to go! I feel that it is not worth leaving home for so long and not enjoy my travels.
I need to start knitting a new project maybe to stimulate something 'cause I'm really down right now with all the decisions I need to take like yesterday, stress isn't good and I don't even have time to rest and really think about a decision. Tomorrow we are spending the whole day at the rink, hope they have good coffee at least. Bringing a simple knitting project with me, most likely a sock but still I'll be so stressed out if I knit a full row in the whole day I'll be lucky! LOL!
hugs,
The kids second skating show was better than saturday's, Lucas saw us in the 1st row and skated right up to wave hello, that was so cute. LOL! We had to remind him to go skate with his friends. teehee! This week both kids have to go practice at the rink to learn a new number for next weekend. Oye!
Sadly I have to leave for the road today so will be missing all week's practices and it really pains me. I SO wished that I could be home instead of at the hotel to encourage them this week. This is the hardest part of our work, last year we were excited to live on the road but this year, I see what I'm missing each day. :( Also Carl's nose isn't any better, I forget if I've talked about it but he is needed surgery to fix something which was caused by us working in dust all day. Sigh... he has 75% of loosing all sense of smell too, that is so sad, he is our main cook in the house too. Now the problem is just getting an appointment as soon as possible but these kinds of things have waiting lists of several months. Argh! He's been sick and doing "light as far from dust as a Walmart will let you work".
After barely sleeping all weekend, I really don't feel like going to work this week, I am dead tired and we haven't started yet. Today is the setup, we are travel and have to prepare the store for tomorrow's inventory, it's not too 'tire-ing' but it still has to be done. I'd rather be sleeping and be home for Zoe when she comes for lunch instead.
I have already frogged the baby hat I was knitting and started a new one with the same pattern, the yarn wasn't too soft and this new hat is bigger and made for who know who. LOL! I just wanted to knit and of course all my knit-in-progress just didn't inspire me. Though I need to get going on my socks as I enjoy wearing my handknit pair so much, I want more. :)
Have a great week!
On friday we had 10 hours of travel to get home, to see a package to my name waiting for me was great. My teas and teapot were gift wrapped too, so fun to open I tell ya! :) We did quite some traveling this week, in total we worked less than 20 hours but sat in a truck for 25 hours. It was really crazy all that time traveling but I know it's only the beginning, once we hit the maritimes everyday we travel.
I hear that Knitty's newest issue should be out this week, hopefully Amy knows I'm leaving monday so she'll post it early or else I'll have to wait until we come home at the end of the week. Oh no!!! LOL!
Hope you didn't forget to change clocks, adding an hour makes you sleep one hour less. Since Lucas was the 1st up this morning it should be interesting.... he usually sleeps about 12 hours this past night, he got only 8... Oye!
hugs,