
Well before I even got to ask for good vibes for Carl, it was done. He had a tiny 'surgery' done this morning to his sinuses and he's already out of the office. He has to go back for a 2nd bigger surgery within a month and this time it'll cost him an arm at least. Luckily he can smell for the first time in more than a month. This is great news as he has 75% chances of loosing all sense of smell but since he can smell after this first intervention, maybe he'll smell after the second one too. :)
I haven't talked/emailed/left my boss the letter yet, I couldn't talk to him this week for many reasons. One of those is choosing the perfect timing which I know will never come. I keep dreaming about this and all and it's driving me nuts but I am really sereine though about my decision. It's just telling him about it that causes me incredible stress, I don't know why because after all this is *MY* decision. It's not like he will flip out though I think he does not expect it that's all. Yesterday I counted 500K dollars worth of stuff in a 7,5 million$ Walmart. I counted 1/15 of the whole store on my own, I was VERY proud of myself too. It's like I am proving to myself that I am worth it and it is very satisfying. :) Even though we never hear it when things go well, I know I am working hard and doing a good job! :)

Wishing everyone a beautiful weekend! :)
Posted by Jo at April 15, 2005 11:56 AM