I've been down for a while, my babies are growing up. It's silly but it's hard for me to accept that and see they are becoming there own little person.
I've been knitting away trying to forget life for a bit. It's hard 'cause I can't seem to forget that once more, dh is looking for a job. Next thursday no paycheck will be deposited in the bank account. We did at least spend the last paycheck on food so we have that covered. I tried to pay the most important bills too. Hopefully he will find something else soon. Ugh! :(
I feel sick to my stomach 'cause I'd love to buy yarn to make him some fuzy feet slippers for his birthday. I can't 20$CAN for yarn anymore. It's just not in our budget at the moment. I am tired of not being able to buy the yarn, patterns I'd live to knit!
I think I need to start a huge afghan and use up all the acrylics we have in the basement! LOL! At least that would keep me busy for a while! ;)
The soaker I've been knitting is going well it's about 99% done. I'm not including a pic because the dark navy color won't come out anyway. Hopefully once it's done it'll look nice on Lucas. All I need to do now is my big ol'favorite kitchener stitch! ;)
Our internet service contract is almost over, we had a special rate for DSL for the past 2 years. The new contract would cost 20$ more. We sure can't afford that right now. I can't see my life without having the internet. It's making me sick to my stomach right now. I have no clue what we'll do.
See I told ya I was down! ;)
hugs, tomorrow will be better
Posted by Jo at February 24, 2003 05:59 PM