Man, my guest book is just like a show of Oprah! It's almost getting as juicy too! LOL!
Dear fellow PSP fans. I have NEVER blamed you for my unhappiness!? Why do you all feel so concerned? I left the group by my own personal choice. No, you never did pressure me into anything. *I* pressured myself into making the lessons on time. Sheesh! It's sooo easy for you all to post in my guestbook but how conveniant it was that you left out your email addy's. So God forbid I'd like to talk to you all more about my reasons for why I left your group.
If I annoy you so much why do you keep reading my journal? Why does what I write take so much importance to you? I wrote a few days ago: "I've unsubbed from my main Paint Shop Pro yahoogroups. No more pressure to provide 2 graphics a week." I've unsubbed from 3 other PSP groups in that same week. Funny how only those from one small group came over to my diary to post how made they are at me.
So if I didn't have this diary, I would've spared you all from this madness, right? Save yourselves and stop coming by to read all about my whinning and unhappiness. I can only imagine how much happier your lives would be without having to obligate yourselves to keep up with my boring life. HA!
On a brighter note, my day! :) Had to morning to myself, it felt good. I went to a crafting store and found some 100% Merino wool, it's still at the store though! LOL! The colors weren't as fabulous as I would've liked them. After the hat I'm knitting, I'll finish Lucas's hat and I think I'm going to knit myself a red hat! :D with BIG pompoms on it! LOL!!!!
I wrote an email to someone last night! Oh my Gawd! I'm soooo nervous, hope I get a response to it. I'd be dancing on cloud nine. lol! On the other side of the spectrum. No, still no news from the kids father. So now it's been 2 weeks without any news. I'm starting to think he's disappeared for good. It'll be hard to raise the kids without a father figure. Hopefully the kids godfathers or "uncles" will become more present in our lives. I know how important a father figure could be to Lucas in a few years. For now he's pretty content having mommy close by! LOL! Yeah he's still nursing! ;)
We had a picnic tonight! Put a blanket on the living room floor and we have club sandwiches and fries. It was a real party, woohoo! lol! Zoe was sooooo happy to party. ;) Lucas was sitting in the center of our blanket, he was excited to eat fries. Now we are abut to bring out the futon and kiddy mattress to the livingroom. It's camping night! Woohoo we are sooooo wild! LOL!
Hot cocoa and knitting by the computer, who can think of a better evening? ;)
hugs to those I love.
Posted by Jo at October 25, 2002 09:05 PM