Well after reading my guestbook entries, I didn't receive my notices. So I didn't know anyone had written something.
Anyway... I see that I wrote something that made at least 4 person mad! WOW! All in one day... Tori, I guess I didn't get what you were saying, sorry.
Paula, Jan and Ali. I don't even recall what I wrote about 20forPSP, did I even write the group's name? Where does it say your group was the only one I was in? I am truely sorry if I hurt you in any way with my personal diary entries. This is a place where I sort out my feelings, write anything I want to make me feel better. Did I judge you in anyway!? Did I say you all didn't have any problems in your lives? I felt overwhelmed when Carl left us. Taking the time to open Paint Shop Pro and working on something became too much for me. Instead of not saying anything I left the group, I was behing in the lessons and instead of staying behind trying to catch up, I quit the group. I though it was the fair thing to do! I never thought it would make you all mad though.
I just don't get why I received 3 messages full of negativity when all I did was for the best of everyone. I used to have the time to do the 2 lessons a week AND the WET! Did you all not see that in the 3 months I was in the group? It's weird how 3 friends posted similar entries in only 20 minutes time. I never thought I made you all that angry by leaving the group.
Since I'm not in the group anymore, I hope you won't waste your time with me again. WOW! I'm so stupid I can't even understand what 2 lessons a week means. I never said you didn't have fun in the group. Why did you all posted stuff like that? This online diary is about ME, not you! I didn't judge any of you for the time you put in your art. I'm the one who quited because I felt I needed to quit.
Man, I'm so mad that no one took the time to even email me or chat on AIM. It's so easy to gang up with friends and just slam someone while they are down.
Didn't I even write that I may come back to the group when things were going better? Well I sure don't feel the same way now...
Off to cry myself to sleep 'cause I'm just some stupid chick who deserved to be left by her fiancé, RIGHT?
Posted by Jo at October 24, 2002 11:14 PM