WOW! This morning we woke up to quite a surprise. Snow!!! Not much but just enough to be called the 1st snow of the season and to get the kids hyper! LOL! Zoe was ready to go make snow angels and I had the sad job to tell her that by the time we'd find her snow suit the snow would be all gone! ;-)
So I got on the mission to knit my little girl a hat. She chose her own yarn yesterday at the store and she got all exciting as I started casting on the stitches. I found the pattern online and luckily I'm using the yarn they suggest, what a nice coincidence. I am knitting on circular needles though so I'll have to ask a few knitting experts how to finish the hat. ;-)
Last night someone wrote an open letter directed to me in her online diary. Ever since, I've been thinking about it. I don't get the sense of the message, am I suppose to feel bad about it? I never knew someone was holding a grudge for an event that happened 3 years ago. Who knew a child couldn't have 2 godmothers? I sure didn't. I never said that you, Tori, couldn't be important in my kids lives. I mean Lucas's godparents saw him maybe 5 times in 20months and he isn't even baptised yet! :-( I don't think important to have a title to be close to kids, they could care less. Look they have a daddy that just left them, doesn't mean that he's less important but it doesn't mean that he's important either. Anyway the people the kids are closest too right now are me aka MOMMY, mimi aka my mommy! and the workers of their part time daycare. The kids love them. They aren't family but they are the sweetest peole ever. Even the receptionist is loved by the kids, she even kept Zoe overnight while Lucas was at the hospital.
Anyway, I'm sorry you feel bad but get over it. I sure am starting to feel good now, about myself, about life and about the future. I can't help if you feel jealous but don't waste energy over that.
Back to me! LOL! I have knitted more than half of Zoe's hat! I'm hoping to finish it tonight! She'd be sooooooooo excited and then I'd be the BEST mom ever! teehee! :-)
Knit 2, purl 2.
Posted by Jo at October 21, 2002 07:57 PM