Well my day was pretty nice. Had a great time with the visit I had. {hi Tori!} ;-) Her trip in Europe sounded so much fun. She had so many pictures from it, which sure is nice when you travelled for 2 months like she did. Great opportunity she had to go pack up and travel! :)
Back to Earth, Carl says it's a good idea to take two weeks off! He will ask one of his work buddies if he can crash at his place for at least a week. Carl says there is no problem, he will pay to help with the kids. I thought that was very considerate of him. I really don't want to turn this uglier than it should be.
Zoe has been having these crying spells. Just out of the blue she starts crying! ;-( I asked her if she missed daddy and she said yes. Zoe needs mommy-Zoe time!!! I shall find the energy to give it to her. She is getting so big and I really want to build up a close relationship with her. Just like I have with my mom. It's hard to see her cry because Carl is never home or that he never takes time to play with her. She desperately wants to go back to the BIG pool! She just potty trained for that exact reason 2 months ago. I need to go find me a bathing suit and make her happy! In september I think she'd be ready for swimming lessons! :-) I was thinking hockey but that can wait until next year. I thought maybe gymnastics would be something she'd like too but swimming might just be cheaper! Since I don't know what the future holds for us, I better go with cheaper.
Zoe had two pee accidents in the past 2 days, each time at naps. I wonder why!? Maybe because she is feeling so bad about missing daddy!? She rarely wets her night time diapers but now wets at nap time!? I don't know what to think of it.
Tomorrow Carl won't have the day off.... BIG surprise as usual... He says it'll be saturday that he'll be staying home. {Don't worry Tori, if he really has the day off, he can keep the kids!} :-P
Oh how I wish I had a magic wand some days. What would a better life look like though!? I dream of having enough money to stay at home but still be able to pay my bills! Not Carl's but my own bills. Do I even get bills? LOL!
hugs,
Posted by Jo at August 1, 2002 11:57 PM