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Oh My Gawd!

I had a flash from the past!!!! It's eery 'cause I haven't thought of this person for maybe FIVE years? lol!

Patrick, ok so most of you think who? LOL! No I never went out with this guy, he was married! :-P I used to go out wednesday nights at a male nudy bar and loved it. hehehehehe! :D Well Patrick was the boss there and I guess he liked me... I'd get rounds payed and well at the end of the night let's just say that walking a straight line was out of question! LOL! Never would I accept someone to pay me a drink, I'm just that kind of person. I'd have money and be InDePeNdAnT!!! I didn't need a man to buy me drinks. I was so on top of the world back then! LOL! I can't believe I thought of him. It's just so weird! I remember back then he had a son, about a year old named Victor. He must be 6yo now, I wonder if Pat ever had more kids!? I remember how special he made me feel when i saw him. He had money and didn't have to worry abbout it. He liked paying rounds of drinks to people, he was very charismatic!(spelling!?) WOW! I'm amazed that all of this is back in my mind. Why!? Why now? LOL! It's so spooky!

I just downloaded a song too, Unbreak my heart from Toni Braxton. That was a popular song back then 5 years ago. It was a popular song at the Stock (the bar's name). I remember singing it at the top of my lungs, thinking how lonely I was but in a way happy too! LOL! You know how sometimes you sing out loud and feel every word just being as if they were meant for you!?

Anyway, I can still see the chair I was sitting in, comfy chairs! ;-) The sticky table from spilled bears 'cause you just know I'd spill a bottle at least once a night! Usually not mine either! LOL! The ashtray filling up as the evening was heating up. Boy was it ever HoT in that club! ;-) WOW! I haven't smoked a single cigarette since 2 years!? and even then it was only one, almost chocked too! LOL! Why all of a sudden these memories are coming back?

I sure remember how happy I was back then, so freeeeeeeee. I'd get up at 2pm party until 4am! LOL! Guess I was just never a morning person, hun? lol! I'm feeling so funny right now, almost giddy/guiddie/whatever! Why these memories now?

Well now I have this funny grin on my face lol! Gonna see Tori this afternoon, she'll crack up when I tell her about this. She came to this club maybe once!? lol! Boy those were the days, me in black leather pants, short tight top and just happy as can be! Also I had a black hat, I liked that hat so much, gave me an attitude! LOL! Everyone w2ould try on my hat, it was one of those flat top hats, don't know the name! ;-) Then on sundays I'd go to the Boy club which was open to woman only on sundays.

Now there was this guy named Kim back then... Now THAT was someone, I'd never thought I'd forget about... Never had anything happen, not that I didn't DREAM about it! Gosh! I stopped going to the club after becoming way too infatuated with him. Never paid to have him dance! LOL! Not my style AT ALL! "Kim le gars aux poumons verts!" teehee!

What memories these were! I'm just so stomped how come such memories come back now!? What I'd give to be back in those days for just 1 night, well maybe 2! ;-)

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