I might not be around as much this week. Either that or I'll be spending all of my time on the computer! LOL! My fiance and I had quite a talk last night and well, I don't know what came out of it. We might be breaking up, he left for work with a bag this morning. I don't know if it were clothes in it or what. So right now I have no clue if he is coming home tonight or not. I am not a mess yet but might get there as the evening sets in if he's not home.
We talked on our way to the video rental store and then bumped into Zoe's godmother. We then walked with hwer to a store and came back home with her.
Then I went out with my mom to get us treats for dessert. We got caught in the rain! BIG rain storm, we were more than soaked to the bone. Twice I was caught in the rain today. Guess I can skip my shower! LOL! ;-)
So anyway, by the time we get back home, Zoe was sleeping and Lucas wanted to nurse. We started to watch the Bridget Jones movie. He went to bed right in the middle of the movie, Lucas was still up and so was my mom. We never got to talk about how I felt and what I said earlier was basically that I'd like him to live elsewhere. He looked at me like I had 3 eyes of something. I guess he was in shock!? I don't know, we never got to discuss about this and he left for work before I got to wake up.
We'll see tonight if he comes home and even if he does, we still need to talk... For the past week we've been sleeping in seperate rooms and I really like that.
Now if this ends up being that I am a single mother, I NEED to make money and FAST! Now how do I do that? ;-)
Posted by Jo at July 29, 2002 03:51 PM