Well I'm mad again! At Carl of course! He just pisses me off. He got home at 10pm tonight. Apparently it took them 5 hours to get a piano out of a building! Come on! Anyway, I still haven't seen last week's paycheck and I just got this week's. He is making LESS than he used too and it looks like he worked 32hours!? WHAT!?!?!?!? He's gone from early morning to late night, 6 days a week and he's only working 32hours!? BULL SHIT! Something is not right!
I know he's not cheating on me. Something is still fishy anyway. Well he got home tonight told me about the piano story, then went outside, told my mom that story and dress Zoe in pj's and went to bed. Can't I get a break from the kids or something!? Well noooo he is tiiiiiiiired! What am I!?!?!?!? GEEZ! I want a two weeks off from being a mom. I do like my computer more than the kids on certain days. Yeah, SUE ME!
I think I'd get more money if I were single and asked for social assistance + some money for the kids from Carl. I just want a break and becoming a single mom would sure not give me more time to myself that's for sure! So what's the use!? I just endure the life I have right now and get something to rant about in my journal...
So yesterday Tori dropped by, she's already back from Europe. She didn't tell me anything about it though! lol! She wants us to take some time to tell me all about her adventure.
Today Tina and her girls came over. It was Zoe's 1st ever scheduled lunch and play date. We had a great time. We played in the backyard, I help a 4month old in my arms for at least a half-hour! She was soooo little and light! ;-) I wanna babyyyyyy, ok so I don't but babies are soooooo cute! :) Zoe was a monster to her friend though! :( She's take her toys away from the little one's hands and just was a hell of a Miss Attitude. I tried to make her friend laugh and it worked a few times! She's really shy and God knows I am too, so I guess we got along! :)
Tina is vegetarian and made us taste some veggie lunch'meat', it was pretty good. She baked muffins this:00 AM too, blueberry with whole wheat flour and wheat germ in them. They were gooooood! :) I've always been intrigued about becoming a vegetarian and it was nice to talk about it to someone in real life. {I talked about you today Tami!} ;) My special online vegetarian friend! lol!
She might invite us over for a meal sometime and she says she can make us like eggplant! lol! She really tries to convert one person after the other she can! Very sweet mama that I got to spend the afternoon with! :) I really enjoyed myself! :)
I'm still in love with PSP, yes I know, it's ONLY a computer program! :-P I just wished I had more time to learn it. Can't wait until next week, the kids are going to daycare FOUR afternoons!!!!! :D
Well tired, off to bed.
Posted by Jo at July 25, 2002 11:51 PM