copy from what I wrote elsewhere.
Well I'm doing better. Yesterday even looking at the computer screen made me nauseous. Dh is at work today, I can't believe how insentive he's been through all of this. Work IS really more important to him than his family and it's made me feel so not worth anything.
My mom caught what I had, I would have diarrhea and throw up at the same time, it was really the worst. I wanted to die, I was sooooo exhauted and dh could care less.
He did bring Zoe to the movies last night to give me a break... That was after feeding Lucas smoked meat for supper. Lucas throw that up just as we were laying down and I missed Zoe's 1st time at the movies! Dh bought her popcorn, chocolate and candies! Hummm.... HELLO!? She was sick just 2 days ago. I can't believe he's that careless.
Today he's off to work 'cause well they "need" him! Work IS really more important to him than his family. I really just realized this a minute ago and I don't know how to deal with this. I'd almost hope that someone would end in the hospital just so he'd realize that work isn't everything, yk!? Of course I don't really want that but MAN, how can he say tell his boss he'll be at work (he called yesterday to comfirm) while I was vomiting in a bucket not 2 minutes before the call!!!
Thanks for all the hugs, we aren't out of the woods yet but hopefully today I can go take some fresh air! Yesterday I was afraid to even go outside, in case I wouldn't make it on time to the bathroom. Yes it was that bad, not 10minutes would pass that I was back in the bathroom.
My mom and I, are on Pedialyte (that pharmacist suggested it) and I've had my 1st snack (applesauce) since yesterday morning. I did just drink some cranberry tea and the heat felt really good. I think today will be a good day but my mom still feels pretty nauseous.
Thank goodness the kids are really sweet with us. They've been sleeping alot. Which sure helps me as I was up every hour this past night. We need to start eating healthy and not just that fast food/restaurant crap dh wants us to eat all the time. He's been drinking soft drinks throughout these past few days and I really resent the fact that he hasn't been sick. He's eating all junk food and I'd really like for us to get back on track and show our kids how healthy food is good for you.
Well that's our update for now! Thanks for the hugs! (o:
Posted by Jo at July 19, 2002 01:07 PM