Dh just got home, it's past almost 10pm. He left at 05:30am this morning. He won't be off tomorrow! :-(
He took this job to spend more time with his family.... I'm really getting mad, not even the good word but I really can't process to find the correct word! I'm pissed! THERE! Ugh! I'm bummed, I feel like a single mom more than ever. Good thing Lucas had slept through the night!
So now tomorrow not sure what I'll do. Dh got his gifts made by the kids at daycare. My mom bought him shorts and they look like they don't fit! UGH! Not her fault, I was hoping they'd fit! ;-)
and here I am mad that he's going back to work tomorrow! Like sucks right now!
I'm on the verge of tears over this! UGH! I'm exhausted and he's just working and not appreciating the kids gifts. Good thing I didn't work my butt off all day to make him pants like I was suppose to do! I'm really thinking he wouldn't have been more happy than that.
Aaaaaaaah life sucks! Just as I was doing better, he comes back home and shatters all my hopes. I could just make him sleep outside right now, in the rain no less! (evil grin!)
I'll go sulk in bed with Lucas in between us, hehe! Tomorrow will be better.
I started weaning Lucas, today went pretty well. He likes to drink milk in my arms and I try to distract him if he wants to nurse. I did nurse at least twice right before naps.
Hugs to myself!
Posted by Jo at June 16, 2002 09:56 PM