Well I have a new lurker, let's meet Daniel/Johnny! LOL!!!! He is my 'brother' WOW! Haven't said that in a looooong time. We used to be the Johnny/Angel duo. Angel was the person I used to be, before kids in my "other" life. I have great memories of being Angel. Of course greater memories of my brother too! ;-)
So today was another day back in the past. I downloaded Summer nights on the computer and kept listening and singing to it all afternoon. I know that Mister X and I are just not meant to be. I mean, him having kids!? Oh my God! He'd die! LOL! I guess having a miscarriage when I was with him was a sign...
I hoped on the bicycle and went out for ice cream! LOL! It kind of defeats the purpose of exercising but Dairy Queen simply has the greatest ice cream. It's hard to resist and well I don't feel like resisting! So I gain a bit of weight? Everyone keeps telling me I've lost weight! LOL! My trick!? Where baggy clothes, they'll be fooled! ;-)
I might take a sewing class in the next few weeks. It would get me out of the house and I'd learn something pretty useful at the same time. I really like sewing but time just isn't on my side at home and the kids just NEED me as soon as I open the machine. It would be a condensed 3 week class, 2 times a week. Money is the main issue here, I would have to pay for the class and then add to that the cost of patterns, fabric and what not! I do want to learn to sew though. We'll see.
There is my birthday coming up! Haven't I said that for the past few days now? LOL! I already told Carl that I wanted to go eat out for brunch on my bday. If he doesn't treat me out, I'll just go alone! Yeah right! My mom would surely tag along! ;-) The kids are already going at the daycare on that day so I know I'll have peace to eat and a break to start my day.
My parenting classes will finish in two weeks, they start again in the fall. The kids will still go to daycare 3 times a week. Twice in the morning and on friday afternoon, sort of a break before the weekend. It'll be nice to have 3 hours to myself every 2 days or so. I think I'll enjoy to "ME" time that I'll get.
Carl scared the heck out of me tonight!!! He was off to work at 9pm and I hear someone in the stairs around midnight. Hello!? Thank goodness a voice I know answered back. It sure scared me, I never heard him unlock the door. Poor him, (well not really) but he came in just as I was listening to a movie. He wanted to talk and I just wanted to watch my movie! LOL! I haven't watched a movie from The Movie Network in so long, I wonder why we bother to pay extra for that!? Anyway, I watched The Family Man with Nicholas Cage. It was hummm, shall I say special!? The movie mag resumes this movie as: A man gets a glimpse of the life that could have been his. It was eery to watch this as I wonder how my life would be if I changed a decision or two about my life. In the movie the man had it all, ladies, money. Then he wakes up to a so-so job and a wife and two kids life. It sure hit home to see this, the story ends that he likes the family life after all. I guess I do too!? I just don't get to glimpse at the life I would've had though!? Wonder where I'd be and with whom? ;-)
hugs,
p/s: Carl told his boss to call him back only if he could offer him a day job! OYE! Good thing I saved up some money in case this was going to happen! I am so proud of myself to have saved up a few dollars without him knowing! Had he known about this, the money would have been spent on whatever this weekend. I am good! LOL!!!!!
Posted by Jo at June 10, 2002 12:26 AM