Well the day wasn't worth being written about but here I go anyway. I've been wanting a break of everything and I will not get it!
Lucas cried and cried right before supper so I took him in my arms for a walk outside.
I better get some lucky days ahead because I am simple FED UP! I felt like going out tonight, where!? Who cares! but I knew it wasn't possible. As I type these words Lucas is crying for the 3rd time since we've put him down for sleep 2 hours ago. That child can't live without me and I NEED a break.
Mister X, please come into my dreams tonight? I desperately need to smile. I want to be happy and how I am living my life right now just isn't going to make it happen.
Carl thinks I get mad at him just because I am tired. How can I get the message accross!?
~Sweet dreams~
Posted by Jo at June 9, 2002 12:28 AM